Hands Held High, Eyes Into The Sky

I really need to change the way I talk and treat girls...

I'll admit.

I am in a way a stud.

I lead girls on without even trying to at all.

It happened with shawty and it took me 2 months to figure it out.

And now I think I just made a freshman fall for me.

I hate myself for doing this.

I mean it's great that I can sort of ish get girls, but it sucks to be breaking the hearts of girls.

I noticed how freely I use the words, cute, sexy, darling, babe, etc.

I use them like it's everyday language but I never knew it can mean quite a lot to a girl.

I treat every girl like they're important in life.

I treat them better than I treat guys...

And it's ALWAYS the same thing!

I sacrifice time just to listen to them.

And then I accidentally slip words like cute and sexy.

Little do I know that those compliments do more than just make a girl smile.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I don't wanna put myself in these situations anymore.

I mean the freshman is pretty cute and what not.

But it's going to be pointless if I try going out with her cause when I graduate I'm pretty sure it's going to fall apart.

It'd be lots of fun in the meantime but pointless at the end.

Oh Lord, help me.

I've been so distant from you lately.

Too many distractions and addictions...