Hands Held High, Eyes Into The Sky

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I'm going to try and live without Facebook for this week.

This is going to be hard.

I find myself on Facebook for no reason.

Just the comfort of being on that stupid site is an addiction.

So dumb...

Oh well.

I finally can be released from this spell.

No more attachments.

Thanks Lily~~

School seems stupid now.

I used to look forward to it.

But now...not so much.

The people I hang out with now has gotten smaller.

I guess my presence isn't that important to people.

Not saying it should, but...

Yeah I'm not making sense again.

I always hoped to find 'happiness' at school.

But now I can't find it anymore.

I don't get to smile every hour.

It's either sad or tired.

Hardly ever happy.

Only happy when I'm with Clint, Albert, and sometimes Tessa.

She's not a bad person it's just guy-girl school friendship isn't as effective for me. 

I only seem to talk with a few people now in school.

Albert, Tessa, and Clint.

That's about it...

For some reason I'm not motivated to talk with anyone else.

And when other people talk to me, I always end up making the conversation dead.

I suck at communicating.

My goal for this month is to get majority of college stuff done.

I missed one scholarship already...

I wrote the essay but forgot to send the essay....so dumb!

I got one essay due next week.

Hopefully I don't forget that one.

I highly doubt I'll reach my goal but we'll see what happens.

For those who are suffering greatly under highschool stuff.

You know who you are.

I'll be praying desperately for you guys =)

Seems that that is the only way I can help.

I'm so useless...

Good luck and don't give up!

Well I've wasted time writing this.

I'll probably be referring back to this more often now since I got Facebook no more.

Well as Allen would say:

POWERWORK!